梦一场生与死

其实有两个问题一直困扰着我，一是梦（我把它归纳于心理学），二是生和死（我个人认为是佛学）；我本身很想研究这两个问题，但，有心无力。

我不晓得每个人平均一个月发几次梦，我本身却平均每天都有梦。有时记得什么梦，有时却很模糊。跟据维基百科，自由的百科全书之--- 梦， 我的梦多数是清醒梦，又称为清明梦，意思是在梦中可以保持清醒，並且知道自己正在做梦，很可怕吧！我时常梦见校园的生活，一起上课和玩耍的朋友们；而且时常有着为考试而出现的焦虑和忐忑心情，那当然是出现在高中和大学统考时的日子。很怪吧，连睡觉也有压力，哈哈，我不要美梦，也不想要什么一廉幽梦，只好想好好地睡，一觉到天亮。

自从三年前痛失过亲人后，我对生和死特别敏感。对于身边亲人好友宝宝的诞生有着莫大的喜悦，然而也很怕失去身边任何一个人；我也学会了对身边的人付出更多的关心和珍惜。我很想在以后面对‘死亡’时不要有太大的伤心。西藏一直是我向往的旅游胜地之一。最近看的书和戏剧总和西藏连上关系，是巧合吗？书和戏剧里的主角都在西藏里找到了解脱和出路，我想我应该尽快到那儿一趟，可能在那富有佛教色彩的高原地带，我也能够有另一番领悟。

唐卡

唐卡是藏語thang-ka的音譯，是一种画在布幔或纸上的画像.

The modern way to look simply stunning..

I do not shop for make up cosmetic very often but I am very particular when I want to buy something that apply on my face. So, I have been searching around for a few months for several brands, from Givenchy to Estee Lauder, Elizaberth Arden etc and the Bobbi Brown. Finally I have decide to buy the Bobbi Brown’s Copper Diamond Shimmer brick compact and the mascara. I love this series for the natural colours, this compact features five universally flattering shades – Candle light, Gold, Copper, Beige, and Sand; which can be worn individually or together to give skin a warm golden copper glow. And of cause I love it for the multi usage. It can be use as the eye make up and apply over the face with a brush to make the skin glow. It is good enough for me as I do not use a lot of make up.

Tips to buy a suitable set of make up,

• survey and search on www
• walk in to the brand counter to figure out the product
• get the brand make up stylist to show a demo on you before buying
• ask for some sample, see if suitable for your skin

Well, next, I shall get myself some brush set… hopefully can get from Sephora @ Dubai mall. Oh well, I know, girls pandai to spend… :P

Chicken Rendang

Ray begged me to cook when I am free. Hehe, proved that I am a good cook. LOL perasan me… Erm, tried to check out whats in the fridge. Chicken breast, fillet, and some veges. Okla, I should cook something more challenging since I am a bit free today --- rendang la. Alamak, the instant rendang paste is finished. Well, I got to find out the recipe from www (hehe cheating). Finally I found the recipe in Recipezaar, I have modified it because I do not have all the ingredient shown the recipe.
And my recipe works! Try it!


1. Chicken Breast 500 g, sliced
2. 3 table spoon dry desiccated coconut powder
3. 3 table spoon coconut powder in 200 ml water (or 200ml fresh coconut milk)
4. 3 table spoon cooking oil
5. 1 teaspoon tumeric powder
6. Smashed lemongrass stalks
7. 5 lime leaves, cut into small slice
8. 1 table spoon sugar
9. 1 teaspoon salt
10. 1 table spoon thick soy sauce
11. 2 table spoon soy sauce

Ingredient A
- 3 big onions, sliced
- 1 small ginger, sliced
- 2 big chilies, sliced
- 3 stalks lemongrass, sliced the head.
- 1 table spoon chili powder

Step 1 : Pan fry to dry the desiccated coconut powder until golden brown in low heat
Step 2 : Blend ingredient A with 150ml coconut cream
Step 3 : Heat the cooking oil, fry ingredient A in medium heat, add in tumeric powder and smashed lemongrass stalks
Step 4 : Add in the chicken and stir for 5 minutes
Step 5 : Add all the coconut milk, stir in low heat until the met is done
Step 6 : Add the thick soy sauce and soy sauce in low heat
Step 7 : Add the fried coconut, sugar, salt and lime leaves.
Ready !

I give myself 80% for this rendang.. haha. I will cook it again if there is any potluck party!

p/s : Ray gave me 95%!! what a nice compliment! and he ate 2 bowl of rice tonight. (he is on diet ler.. i should not cook this since our diet program going on.. LOL)

最近的歌

最近忙完了一个工作的大项目，比较空闲，除了工作，大部分时间还是在网上度过。上网找筹备婚礼的资料啦；安排了一连串回kay-elle时要做和见的人啦；上网看了蔡智恒的一些文章，亦舒的，虽然大部分的张小娴我都看了，还是很高兴有她的作品，还有需要很长时间来看张爱玲的小说。

为了让自己update一些，在上网看小说的同时，我也找了找一些的歌，万一回去kay-elle和朋友到银河系红箱子聚旧时还可以哼哼唱唱。电脑网络有点down, 没办法download, 只能stream online。我曾经学过钢琴，有一点音乐班底，但我的音乐造诣不是很深。我喜欢音乐，对音乐和歌还是有一些要求，但并不是很欣赏现在大部分的当红歌手，就算是也可能是一整个专辑里的一两首歌而已。

不要说太多，有空去听听方大同的《橙月》吧！这是一个好专辑。有个好友在听他的歌曲会有着复杂的心情，‘暗恋、初恋、热恋、三角恋、四角恋、失恋。。。无一漏网。' 请按 文才子把方大同都介绍得很详细。