Monday, May 04, 2009

要惜福,要幸福

又是失眠之夜,这星期以来的第二天失眠。

是压力吧?工作烦忙,生活压力。

关上眼睛总有奇怪不同的画面,不是过去,也不像是梦。

是生活,有时还在想着至将到来的婚礼的画面,嗯,可能是幻想。。。

反正睡不了,就上网咯。听着张敬轩《Love & Living》,我最近最爱的一个专辑,超好听。张敬轩是我少有喜欢的新一代歌手,整个专辑超棒,歌声超赞,我深深感受到八十/九十年代实力派歌手的影子,再看专辑简介,果然是殿级音乐人之作,首首都出于名师。在深夜听者这歌,我又仿佛回到了学生时代,记得大学时失眠时都爱在在深夜挑夜灯,听歌,玩耍,要不就拉一大群朋友泡嘛嘛档;然后第二天又醒不了,霓霓同学就会敲门叫我上学,奇怪,我又在想念我的好友们了。。



嗯,不知不觉在阿布扎比待上快一年了。这个五月份,再过几天,就满一年了。还是不习惯这里,不太喜欢这里,大概在这里找不到归属感吧。总觉得这城市很陌生,我不属于这里。真的不了解我认识的大马朋友们都很爱这里,而待上十几年。大概因人而异吧,还是我比较爱国?唯一安慰自己的是工作还算顺利,和伴侣在一起,才继续让我撑下去。。。

别想了,要惜福,要幸福。

8 comments:

Agnes said...

I love here ler. no sure why maybe i can spend more quality time with my kids and my hubby also can spend more time with us too. When he worked in Singapore, everyday when he reached home is was already 9pm so the kids can't play with him.

Babe said...

yeah.. that's good for you :) my hubby goes work from 7am to 8pm average. i am about die-ing at home whole day. somemore with noisy housemate kids.
lucky still have some friends here :)

Agnes said...

maybe should think about getting a car and move to another place that have more privacy but the rental here still very high compare to Dubai

Babe said...

Well, we will get a car soon. maybe it will get more privacy but still he is too busy. dont knw. just feel i am not belongs to this desert. haha.. think too much... i shall appreciate whatever i have.. i know.. :)

Lee said...

Hi Babe, was at Agnes's place noticed your lovely profile pic.
Can never resist a pretty face so I busybody over.
Wow! You sure one lady with traffic stopper looks, *wink*.

Have a pleasant week, Lee.

kat said...

TQ TQ for your tomyum cube! I only needed one box, but you buy so many. *muaks muaks*

I love it here too. I dunwan to leave! :) Like Agnes, perhaps we feel like this becos the most important thing to us, our family, is here with us and home is where the family is.

You are still in a phase where your parents and friends are still top on your list. 10 years later when you have your own family, you might feel differently.

Before I had my children, I did not feel the need to leave the country. But when they came along, I began to feel that we should go where we can provide a better future. Of course I emm seh tak my parents, but this is where we can cari makan, so this is where we will go.

You tak harn, come out and have coffee with us. Do you good to get out and interact with other adult ladies!! :D

Furby said...

hmm....I feel the same...not really like this country...maybe is because the environment of my company... :( I miss my family and friends so much...I miss Msia food...(I m not good at cooking and our cook is good in Indian food only..) Maybe no car is one of the reason also...can't go anywhere...and we have only 1 off day (so pathetic...)...not much leisure time to spend also....work and sleep and work and sleep....sigh... but I can feel Agnes is really enjoy here..:D

Babe said...

Kat, you are most welcome. eh, tomyam cube only.. no big deal ok? :P thanks for encouraging, will definitely morning coffee with u ladies again...

Furby, same here. well my slogan, work hard, play hard, enjoy life. :)